not a day goes by that my heart don't beat for you, You came to me in a dream one night and told me you were OK not to worry. But I miss you so much I know you are at peace and I shouldn't worry you know I worried all the time. Our therapist Carolyn Brown has been good for me. I want you to come home or I want to be woth you but I won't I have your brother and my grandson. Is that selfish of me? I feel like I dont' have anyone, No one comes to visit I feel so alone. I have this picture of you on my desk I look at you everyday.